When someone gives you something special...

... the least you'd want to happen is to lose it.

I felt like I've done the greatest search of the year. ._. Seriously. Coz like, a friend of mine gave me this gift. For some unknown reasons, I ended up losing it.

I went home yesterday and I was only half awake. We had our Vigil and Dawn Mass kasi, and it wore me out a bit. But like, when I opened my bag, I was like "wth why is that gift not here ? O_O" So ayun, it got me searching the house like mad. I rechecked my bags [backpack and maleta] for like a thousand times but I gave up. I knew it wasn't here at home so yeah.

... I went back to school and looked for it in the classroom. It wasn't there either.

I really didn't know how it happened pero talagang wala. So ayun, I apologized to that friend of mine coz I lost it. She said it was okay but I really felt guilty. :( I searched everywhere and asked everyone but noooo. Wala talaga. :(

But like, at around 8pm, my bus driver texted. He said the gift was in our school bus. OMGYAAAAY. Siguro during that minute, I was the happiest person on earth. =)) The gift isn't with me right now but at the very least I know where it is. It took me 12 hours to find it. :))

IFT ! ... and stuffs.

After the whole Integrated Field Trip experience, I suddenly felt the urge to go to college. >__> We still have a year to go, though. Ohwell.

... Note to self: Pass Ateneo.

We've been roaming around different cities yesterday. It was awesome although 5 of us had to fit in the back of the van. FYI, it wasn't a comfortable thing. :)) Pero okay lang, it was fun none the less.

Anna borrowed my PSP [which was fully charged before IFT started and was completely drained before the IFT even finished] for the whole trip. Na-addict na sa Silent Hill e. :)) couldn't blame her, really. Na-addict din ako dun, it's just that... I keep on dying. =)) So yeah, thanks Anna ! coz ang layo na ng narating mo sa Silent Hill. =))

OMG zombie nurses.

It's kinda nice to think that if our seemingly-ridiculous plans will be granted by fate, some of my close friends will still be my schoolmates in college. XD I hope that happens.

[insert 3-finger meditation taught by Sir Beni here]

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Oh ! And I made Tumblr account. But it's dead, along with this dying blog. XD

Time check: 1:19 a.m. Gonna sleep now. Byeee.

Bitter

Why on earth is our Reco this Friday ? Why on earth is it done the whole day ? No offense, really. I don't want it the whole day. Grabe, and I don't want to miss clubs. It's our final club meeting before the play and asdjflasld;afdsjkl yeah.

Why did "Modern Japan" for entrep go to a group who doesn't really take interest in Modern Japan? I hate you, fate.

Oh mygohd I have awesome and CONSIDERATE friends.

OHOHO sino nga ba si Sai Michaelis. The cosplay community sickens me sometimes. I wish I can go back to May 31, 2008, the day when I first started cosplaying. I'll prevent that from happening.

I hate this day.

BLEGH.

I'm feeling so awesome right now 8D

Kya kya kyaaaa !! I'm so happy !! Why ? 'cause I found the site of my favorite author ! Stupid for me though, he had been my favorite author for quite some time now but I never actually tried looking for his site, not until some minutes ago. XD -fail-

I managed to send him an email. *crosses fingers* I hope he replies. Gosh it would mean a lot if he does! I mean, come on. I am an aspiring writer and how cool would that be to have your most favorite author reply to your own fan mail. XD

I shall continue my writing now. I posted my fic in fictionpress.com but it's being ignored, I think. >__> I'm trying other sites as well. I hope I get reviews this time. ;_;

EH.

GAAAH. WTF I am suffering from muscle pains the whoooole day. The aftermaths of yesterday's three softball games are unfortunately striking now and yes. It hurts. I'm seriously having a hard time to move around. My thighs, my knees, my back and my shoulders are aching like mad. >__>

And nyuuu~ I wanna do a lot of things. D: I wanna start on my holloween art. I mean, c'mon. It's holloween tomorrow and yes. It'll prolly be boring anyway so yeah. Hopefully these muscle pains will be gone by then. I don't wanna have another unproductive day. D: [seriously, I've been lying down for like the whole day already]. Also, I wanna finish re-editting my fiction on wordpress. It's been hanging there for a while and I suck. Lol.

Another storm's coming up. I wonder how it'll strike this time. Weather Bureau said its effects here on Central Luzon will be felt either tonight or tomorrow. Hmm. Ah well, I hope it doesn't turn out very bad.

Intrams awesomeness.

Ja-u-na-i-o-rasa Juniors! <3 Congrats batchmates! Congrats to everyone! We all had a great intrams, right? :)

Okaaaaay! Memories time! :)

My sport was softball and lol, it's not my sport, actually. Soccer ako e. But yeah. Anyway.

1st game pa lang, we were really challenged. Ang galing ng Sophomores. I understand why, tho. They have softball for their PE this 2nd quarter. So anyway, bottom line is, our 1st game wasn't that good. We lost, by the way. 7 to 8. Congrats to the Sophomores. :)

2nd day of intrams was awesooooome. Ang dami naming games. XD I woke up this morning with a total muscle pain in both legs and shoulders. >__> I didn't wanna play. But oh c'mon, go pa rin. :))

Bumawi kami sa match with Freshmen. We've gotten got scores that time. And because we won that match, we advanced to playing with the Sophomores again. We won this time! Close scores tho. Still, we won! 8D

Here's the good part; our match with the Seniors. :) it was the championship game, actually. Pero hindi sa mukhang championship. XD It was actually the best match for me. We were playing just for fun. Our team was very VERY contented with being in the 2nd place kaya parang wala na lang kanina. So yeah, for fun na lang. It was very nice coz like we were cheering for the Seniors while the Seniors were cheering for us, the Juniors. Afterwards, we even called ourselves the "Niors Team". Nagkaisa talaga ang Seniors and Juniors kanina. Aww. :)

Even if I got a little injured, this whole experience was worth everything. It was fun playing for my batchmates and of course, the typhoon victims. It was an awesome feeling of achievement kahit na Softball isn't really my sport. :)

VAMOOOOOS, JUNIOOOOORS!

We Go Further In The Destinyyy~

Title = no connection at all, whatsoever. It's just that, the line's been playing over and over again in my head coz the voice blending's awesome. [Okay, you wouldn't know what I'm blabbing about if you're not familiar with Oblivious by Kalafina XD] Anyway...

We practiced for the intramurals today and gaaaah. It somehow killed me. Lol. Its been a while since I last played a sport and medyo nanibago katawan ko kanina. And the result is? Drum roll please. I'm sick. :| Like dammit, such a wrong timing. Bukas na yung intrams and like whut. "OTL Endure endure endure! >___>

And yaaaay! Albertine was in school kanina. <3>__> Anyway, she was there kanina and she'll be in school again tomorrow and on Thurs. \:D/ happy happy. X3

I suck in softball tho. Couldn't swing the bat right. x__x duling lang talaga ako siguro. :)) Ohwell. I have to practice a lot tomorrow before mag game. D: kuso. x__x

Anyway, that is all. X3

Happy!...er.

Ohhaaaaaii! 8D Ohmygoodneeeess. Tests are finally done! \:D/ I am happy-ish again. XD Okaaaay. Random recap.

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CLE.

It was moderate. Key facts were kinda easy though, but the essays were really thought-provoking. It made me think like mad. Lol.

Health.

I found this easy. But then again, it's way too early to assume. XD

English.

Oh I love this one. XD maybe because I love the story we tackled [Macbeth]. It was easy and I think this will be my highest score of all QTs. Lol.

Algebra.

Err, I seriously don't know how to describe this one. OwO;


World History.

Oh my goodness my left hand died. @_@ Key facts were not that hard BUT the test was long and there were a lot of essays. >__> And I wasn't using the pen that I usually use. D:

Chemistry.

Okay, two words. I died.

Filipino.

Nosebleed. D: I found "talasalitaan" hard. >.<>__>

Geometry.

Mind twisting. OwO; but tolerable. Lol.

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I'm still not quite feeling well about this certain issue though. Ah well, I'm done with it. It doesn't bother me much anymore. I'm guessing, sanay na ko? "OTL or something like that.

Departure time today was happy. \:D/ I'm so soooooo glad that I have friends in the 4th year. ;_; They're awesome like whoa. Seriously, I appreciate their concern. ;_; Hello Ate Ara, Ate Ria, Ate Leoren and Ate Kat! :-h Thank yoooou. And to Lex and Ate Janella as well. >:D< >:D< ILY guys. ^^

OHJOOOOY. Intrams na! 8D this is a bit of a busy week, but for a good reason! XD Yay~

OTL

Err, not over the limit but could be. OTL = person failing. Like this:

Today, is BV [Bad vibes] day. I personally found our chem test hard even though my friends thought it was easy or somehow moderate. Okay whatever, I find the subject hard so yeah, that explains it. I found the english test easy, though. And I think my friends found that one a bit of a challenge cos of the interpretting the lines thing. It was easy though, IMO. Then again, it's just me. Lol.

Departure sucked, and I won't explain why. I just feel soooo annoyed. Something that has been happening over and over and over and over again happen again kanina. Ohjoy. Umm, I won't go into details. I still respect the people involved so yeah. BLAH. [Lol, I feel so blah]. Thanks to Lex and her friends, btw. Sasabog na ata ako kanina kung 'di ko pa sila nakita. Lol.

And we still have tests on Monday. \m/ Weird schedule. D: Ohwell, at least may break. Oh, and then it's intrams! \:D/ I can't wait for that. It's my signal na everything's done. Or at least for now.

I feel so ignored. [Yes, this is the nth time I've said this statement but this time I mean it]. 3 is not much of a good number. 2:1 is so not a good ratio. Batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan wag magalit.

Kalafina Madness

This is so not the right time to be addicted to a new group. QTs are coming up and requirements are being asked here and there. Ohwell. Dx But noooo, here I am, nagpapakaadik sa Kalafina. XD

I discovered Kalafina through Kuroshitsuji although hindi ko alam na napapakinggan ko na pala yung dalawa sa kanila for quite some time now. Two of them came from FictionJunction, you see. FictionJunction's part of Tsubasa Chronicle's OST eh adik ako dun dati. XD "A song of storm and fire" and "Ship of Fools" were just the best. <3 Not to mention Maaya Sakamoto's and Kotani Kinya's voice. Kyaa. Anyway, hindi sila ang topic ngayon. :)) so ayun, I discovered Kalafina through Lacrimosa [Kuroshitsuji's 2nd ending theme] and mygahd, the first time I heard it pa lang, gandang ganda na ko sa song. They're not that typical girl group with high-pitched voices and all that [no offense, pero I'm not really a fan of those OwO;]. They're more on the choir-ish side as in with voice blending and such. <3 Their music style is just <3

[random insert: OMG Ate Giyay knows Kalafina too! Lol hi Ate Giyay! :-h :))]

Okay, back to studying. :| Ja~

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NP: Oblivious by Kalafina

In school right now XD

Ohhai! I'm in school right now. It's our computer class and... well... I should be doing other stuffs. Lol. But I don't get it. D: so yes, here's another random blogpost full of random stuff. 8D

We're doing sounds and blahs in programming and lol, I don't get it. Or maybe I'm just not in the mood to do so. XD My seatmate's chatting with a random stranger in omegle. Lol hi Elrica! :)) and my other seatmate is kneeling down for reasons I don't know what. Lol kidding, Jesnin. Funny though, a lot of us are kneeling down and listening to their own CPUs for the sounds thing. XD Although there are still quite a handful of people like me, doing stuffs online. XD And I see Czari eating. :)) Hi Cza! 8D Okay, obvious bang wala akong magawa ngayon.

Oh! another thing. I should also be studying for our Geom quiz but meh. Again, lazy. o_o 20 mins. pa before the period ends and I'm just wasting time while hearing random sounds coming from random CPUs. XD Ang dami talagang nagtatakas. Lol.

I'll end this now. XD ciao~

Outreach

"Tumaas po yung tubig hanggang court tapos tinangay po lahat ng gamit tsaka bahay namin"

Imagine hearing that from a kid, 5-6 years of age.

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Wednesday, September 3o, 2009, I was given the chance to visit one of the sitios greatly affected by typhoon Ondoy. The sitio, located somewhere in Valley Golf, was badly destroyed.

A small raging river flowed somewhere below the sitio. "Tumaas po yung tubig hanggang court" said one of the residents. The court was located in a spot a lot more elevated than where the houses were. If the water level rose to upto that part, a great part of the land was surely submerged.

This whole experience served as an eye opener for me. True, I've seen the tragedy left behind by Ondoy on TV and newspapers and such but it's a whole lot more when you've actually seen the situation with your own two eyes. True, the sitio isn't something like the ones in Marikina or in other parts of Cainta but still, it was one of the undeserving places to feel nature's wrath.

I am reaching out to you, to the fortunate ones, please. Let us help our countrymen in need. Let us be one with them in rising up from this unfortunate event.

Bagyong Ondoy

Everything expressed in this entry is purely my opinion only. If it doesn't match with yours, please don't shower me with harsh words. And no, wala akong pinapatamaan dito.

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Galit na talaga ang Inang Kalikasan dahil sa kapabayaan ng taongbayan. Buong Luzon, lubog sa baha. Libu-libong katao, nasalanta. Tayo rin naman ang may kasalanan, eh [at oo, sinasama ko ang sarili ko]. Kung hindi pa 'to nangyari, 'di pa tayo matatauhan. Ngayon, namulat na tayo sa katotohanan. Namulat na tayo sa mga kababalaghang kayang gawin ng Inang Kalikasan.

Kaliwa't kanan ang pagpapaalala na ginagawa sa'tin. Ngunit anong ginawa natin? 'di natin 'to pinakinggan. 'Di natin 'to pinansin. Ngayong may ganitong pinsala nang nangyari, saka lang natin mapagtatanto na "Oo nga, nag-iiba na ang panahon. Nag-iiba na ang kalikasan". Global warming at climate change. Matagal nang isyu 'yan, ah? Pero parang ngayon lang nabigyan ng pansin. Bakit? kasi may nangyari na.

Lagi tayong pinaaalalahanan ng mga environmentalists pero ano ang naging tugon natin? wala. Wala tayong ginawa. May mga iba pang nagsasabi na masyado silang over-acting. Tingnan mo nga naman 'yan. Pambihira.

Dati, gumawa ako ng isang essay tungkol sa climate change [mahahanap ito dito] at base ito sa dokumentaryong "An Inconvenient Truth" ni Al Gore at sa isang site na ipinakita sa'kin ng kabarkada ko noon. Nakatatakot ang impormasyong nakalahad sa site na 'yan kung talagang importante sa inyo ang mundong ibabaw. Sinabi ko rin sa essay na 'yan na opinyon ko lamang ang mga nakalahad don pero ayun... may nagcomment pa rin na mali ang mga sinabi ko. Bakit? kasi mali raw si Al Gore sa research niya. O, sinong mali ngayon.

Ayon sa siyensya, patungo na tayo sa punto ng "irreversable climate change". Iintayin pa ba nating humantong tayo sa ganon o kikilos na tayo ngayon pa lang? Huwag na nating hayaan mangyari ulit ang mga ganitong pinsala tulad ng dala ng Bagyong Ondoy. Siguro nga, naging wake up call sa'tin 'to. Panahon na para kumilos at seryosohin ang mga nangyayari sa kalikasan na dulot rin naman ng taongbayan.

Seiyuu Stalkage

I am in love with her voice. *_* like gaaaah. Romi Paku is just one of the best seiyuus I've ever encountered. Okay, first heard her as Edward Elric and from then on, I was soooo amazed. She's just so awesome.! The way she shifts her voice, the way she carries the character with it and everything. And oh.! let's not forget the awesome live events. <3 She has this wicked personality that would really get your attention. X3 -fangirl mode- Asu he no Bashoooo.! [note: it's Edward Elric's character song] I've been watching the live version repeatedly awhile ago. XD

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Another seiyuu stalkage. Sanae Kobayashi.! <3 another seiyuu made of pure awesomeness. What's so cool about her is that she can do both Moe-ish voice and male voices. Is that even possible.?? XD [well obviously it is for her]. I mean, her voice as Lucy / Nyu in Elfen Lied is just soooo different from that of Allen Walker's. @_@ oh, and Ankoku no Tsubasa's playing in my playlist right now. It's one of her songs where her voice is in Allen's pitch. I can already imagine him singing it. XD Too bad though, Tsunaida te ni Kiss Wo [Allen's song] isn't much of a low pitch that's why he sounded a bit girly there. But no worries, Sanae-san.! You're still amazing. ^^

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Added info: Sanae Kobayashi and Romi Paku had this B-Voice single thing along with Saiga Mitsuki [my most favorite seiyuu of all] and Junko Minagawa. Such awesome seiyuus vocal acting bishie characters. *_*

Benedictus

I long to be just like Thee
kind and sincere just like Thee

All of what's honest and true
faithfully constant and pure
upright and in prudence secure
rooted in truth

I long to be just like Thee
mild and austere just like Thee

Daring to live holiness
following Christ's steps no less
united in love and respect
free from regrets

I long to be just like Thee
just and discreet just like Thee

Faithful to duty and vow
aspiring to change here and now
spreading God's words all throughout
devoted no doubt

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Benedictus is over and surely, the efforts of the people who worked hard for this finally paid off. Months [?] of preparations, 2 weeks of practices and approximately 2 hours of dancing and singing showcased Assumption Antipolo's 35 years of good memories. :)

I'm actually proud that a lot were commending third year's performance. Naaalala ko yung kwento nina Michelle. They saw Sr. Irene and she said daw "Girls, I like your song!" while attempting to do the actions of it. It's just heart-warming since it came from our principal. Amidst the 3 days of wearing our gala uniform and suffering in high-heeled shoes, everything did actually pay off.

Typer Happy Blahs.

Schedule's so not being kind.! D8 [Right, Ren.?]

Okay whuuuut. It's supposed to be home study day next week [on the 14th] but nooo... school decided to cancel it. D8 It's like the day after cosmania. >__> I usually don't attend cons on Sundays especially if there are classes the next day but this is inevitable. I have to attend it. D8 and I was looking forward to it pa naman thinking that there wouldn't be classes the next day. Ohwell. *sighs*

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Benedictus in 2 days.! Omg~ we're so pressed for time. D8 and there's even a risk of class suspensions tomorrow [Wednesday] due to the heavy rain. Please God, no. *prays*

Unfortunately, Pamu wouldn't perform in Benedictus. I wonder what happened. Sabi nila magpeperform daw pero ayun, nawala. Nyaww~ next time. x3

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This might be a little late but... Hello new blogger layout.! 8D Is it hard to read the entries with the falling rose petals on the background.? OwO;

Header name [Snow Kiss] is inspired by D.Gray-Man's 1st ending theme. <3 I just love that anime so much.! ^o^ -fangirling mode- *ehem* I was supposed to use "The Musician's Song" as header name but meh. XD it's overused in my case. Oh.! and I dropped the background music. Sometimes mp3-codes.com's servers are a bit wacked and my music [The Musician's Song] doesn't play very well. Lol~~

And I am feeling typer happy again despite the fact that it's 10:45pm right now and I should be somewhat sleeping. XD

Cosmania... in 6 days.??

*panic mode*

Okay. So this will be a busy week. Our school's having it's 35th anniversary special production and it's gonna be on Sept. 10-11. So basically from now until that time, we will be having rehearsals and all that. Not to mention we have this "Kanser" thing on the 12th and so on and so forth. And oh c'mon, Cosmania's on the 13th.!! @_@ I still have to complete a very important part of my costume just in case things would work out and I'll be able to go as [insert name of character here].

Oh and umm... I've posted this cosplay teaser blah on my multiply and I think it's a complete and total give away especially for fans of this anime. But meh. Everything's not so sure yet. @_@


Okay, So hopefully everything works out. If it doesn't, people will see the usual hell girl. Lol. Ohwell. Anyway, see you guys in Cosmania.! ^^

Catch me if you can... why would I even bother. :)

After being trampled down and left alone, you guys gave me the chance to redeem myself. :) [Hello Angelica, Nene, Lovely and Michelle!]

I had been hurt so much by the people who left me and why the hell should I be bothered by it now. I am happy in where I am right now so let's just mind our own businesses and try not to cross paths again. Mahirap na, baka may masaktan ulit. :)

I'm way ahead of you that's why I don't need to catch up. :)

Linggo ng Wika

Sobrang saya ko ngayong araw na 'to dahil sa culminating activity para sa Linggo ng Wika. XD wala lang, nakakatuwa lang isipin na isang malaking tagumpay ang unang pagtatanghal ng Pamulatan para sa S.Y. 2009-201o. Wala lang, aliw lang talaga. XD tuwa naman ako. :))

Okay so mula Lunes ng tanghali, pinaghahandaan na namin 'yon. Buong linggo kaming nag-practice para sa isang kulang-kulang limang minutong presentasyon pero grabe, worth it naman lahat. :) Mas naging maganda ang daloy ng presentasyon nung inayos na ni Ms. Rory. Mas naging nakakakilabot. XD Kinilabutan ako actually sa speech ni Marcos [Ate Bea] lalo na kung pano 'yon binigkas kasi talagang mararamdaman mo na parang idinedeklara na nga talaga ang Martial Law [ulit]. Haha, O.A. XD Tsaka si Maxara.!! Waa ang epic lagi ng pagbagsak. HAHA. Panalo talaga yung performance sa gradeschool. Show stopper si Maxara. =)) nakakatuwa ring isipin na may mga kinilabutan din sa performance namin. Na-feel din daw nila. Wala lang, kasi parang, siyempre 'di ko naman nakikita 'yon, feeling ko parang... wala lang, oo galit kami. Pero 'yun lang. :)) Tas ayun, sabi nila nakakakilabot daw. Weh. :)) Lalo na sa gradeschool, panay sila mag "WHOA~" tapos hindi pa kami tapos, nagpapalakpakan na sila. Ewan ko kung talagang nabibighani sila o gusto lang nila matapos agad. =)) joke. Pero ayun, wala tuwang tuwa lang talaga ako. :))

Proud talaga ako sa kinalabasan ng araw na 'to. Feeling ko napaka-successful ng lahat. Mula sa programa sa multi hanggang sa kainan sa mga classrooms.

Gusto ko tuloy mapanood yung performance. :))

School Boy Madness [Pare, babae ako pare]

Class Encounter awhile ago.! 8D it was fun although medyo [?] lanta kami. Eh kasi naman eeeh. It was the day right after the tests. D8 our brains were still in the process of solidizing itself, after being "sabaw". [lol ano raw]

Anyway, we had to dress up as guys. Czari was so cute coz she wore the Syaoran outfit and she looked like a total shota. >w< My shota. >8D *is being gay* The only guy outfit I have here besides my Drocell costume is a school boy's uniform [actually top na lang ngayon, coz the pants don't fit me] and it seems like everytime I' wear it, it always leaves weird memories. O_o

Okay. So the first time I wore the uniform was during AniCon last year. I was pretty sure [the last time I checked] that I still looked like a girl even if I was wearing a short brown wig and a boy's uniform. And duuuude, I'm TOO SMALL to be a guy. Pero still, there was this group of girls who asked for a pic. Then afterwards, they were giggling and all that and when I shot a glance, one of them winked like WHOA. O_o

Tapos there was this other group of girls. Tatlo lang sila nun. They asked for a pic so siyempre ako, oo lang. Haha. Then they went away. Tas after a while, one came back and said "Kuya, pwede makuha number mo.?" I was like "Ah sorry, babae ako eh." XD [seriously, yun yung sagot ko, or something close to that]

Tas kanina naman, I received comments here and there about me looking like a guy and everything related to it. Lol. Tas sabi pa ng iba, "Pau ikaw na lang prom date ko.!" So parang ako, "OwO; *slowly walks away*" Lol. Hay grabe, crazy day again. XD

"Pare... uhh Pare... Pare pa-kiss" =)) Ahy Czari, panalo talaga. x3

Owarimashita.!

Thank God tests are finally DONE *cheers*. Well, scores are one more thing to worry about though, but whatever. At least for now, we can rest our minds.! 8D or what's left of it.

Anyway, I spent the whole day at Irvette's house today. Ordered yellow cab and all, and had a bit of a problem with the payment. Sumakit bulsa ko, in fairness. XD but meh. Oh.! and we watched Quarantine 2. Aliw pakinggan ang Spanish. It was freaky, though. I mean, srsly. It could happen. COULD. But come on.! who would want a rapid-spreading virus that turns people into cannibals. x__x

PS:

Sorry Mytzy.!! D8 Srsly, sorry. u__u We REALLY wanted you to be there kanina. D8 and I think I sounded mean to you. m(_ _)m *apologizes a hundred times*

Okaaaay. So I have lots of alone [?] time again.! 8D I can go back to writing and all that. I badly have to work on the way I make my character backgrounds. Laging kulang eh. People tend to be confused tuloy. x__x

Oh and thank you to Ate Lian.! *hugs* her critics really helped me A LOT. Medyo suck-ish pa pala ako magsulat. ^^ and I'm really thankful that she pointed everything out para naman makapag-improve ako. ^^

Hmm. I'm in the middle of making character backgrounds right now although I don't have a general plot yet. ^^; Nakakatamad pang gawin yung CyberTula for Filipino kahit na medyo marami-rami akong gagawin. x__x ohwell.

Ciao~

Krezi

Mygahd crazy day. @_@ And yes, my batchmates can relate to me. XD [or possibly, you have your own crazy day story. IDK. xD]

ANYWAY. Grabe mga tests. It's either I've just been really slacking off or what pero if that's the case, bakit almost lahat nahihirapan.? OwO; [ano, lahat kami nagslack off.? XD I don't think so. :))]

Um, yes btw I'm not ranting or anything ah. XD I just find it weird. Lol.

Magiging inside joke na ata sa'min 'to. Batchmates, friends, gets niyo 'to for sure.

+ Coffee Beans
+ Cartolina
+ Ladder

Hay grabe. Ang Junior na 'di maka-get niyan, either slow lang talaga o sabaw / bangag pa rin. =)) gaaah. Typer-happy mode. XD I have a feeling na madadagdangan pa ng "inside jokes" bukas. Hello World History and Adv. Algeb.! 8D

Coz I am a self-proclaimed [?] writer...

I am a writer. Yes, I am.

COZ RIGHT NOW, we don't have ink and I am currently writing down [by hand] each and every thing needed for our English test tomorrow. \m/ I feel my left hand dying down now. =))

Amidst the rise of awesome technology, I feel myself being stuck in the middle ages. XD lol kidding. Anyway, I'm currently taking a break now. My left hand couldn't write any further. u__u; I finally managed to organize my stuff.! 8D my blog in wordpress would be used for serious writings and this blog would be used for random updates and blahs [like this entry]. So basically nagpalit lang sila. XD I deleted all posts [except for serious ones] in wordpress na since all of them are imported here.

Yes, I am talking too much again. Blablabla. *Is being totally typer-happy*

OKAAAAY. Post is done. Yoshi.! back to writing. >__> writer ako eh, writer. XD

Moved from Wordpress. 8D

Ohhai.! I think I've been moving blogs every month. =)) same posts, same archives, different networks. XD I'm still trying to figure out which is the right one. Lol. I'm having major issues with WordPress so yeah. And I have my story backgrounds blog here in blogspot kaya medyo na-experience ko na siya. I found it cooler to use. XD Wordpress seems to be a blog for serious writings and all. O_o on the contrary though, my serious writings blog is also here in blogspot. Meh. I have serious account issues. Lol.

Okay, so I should seriously be studying right now. Test week is coming and eto, inaatake nanaman ako ng katamaran. x__x Meh. D8

Updates and Blahs

Okay, this is just for the sake of updating again before this site crumbles down to pieces. Srsly, I'm in no mood to update any of my accounts whatsoever these days. T_T

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School work's just piling up and right now, I'm looking at an endless point. Lol. It's just the first quarter and here I am, already drained. T_T

Okay, so have you guys noticed that I had been writing in a more literary way.? Well actually, there are just 3 entries so yes. Anyway the latest one [the one before this] is for Tita Cory Aquino. It's just a little something to show my gratitude even if it's just a really short and simple message.

But the other two are part of another story.

I'm feeling really pissed off due to certain reasons and I really don't want to rant about it here. It just reminds me of how pointless the whole thing is.

I wouldn't catch you, even if I know I can. You guys can manage without me, so why the hell should I even bother. :) Again, batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan 'wag magalit. Guilty ka lang pag tinamaan ka. :) DIBA.

HAHAHA.

ANYWAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY.

I am seriously loving my club now.!! 8D I used to think that it was a totally wrong decision for me to audition there and it was really wrong for me to get accepted [sorry guys if I thought this way before.!] but hey.! I love it.! I never expected it to be this fun and exciting. XD every meeting, there would always be something new. And I love my clubmaaaates.!! *huuuugs*

and it brings out something that is totally not me XD

I think I'll end this now. I don't think there's anything else I can blog about. ^^; ciao~

The One who Colored Our Road Yellow

A short message for Cory Aquino

[I may be 15 y/o and I admit that I don't know much but here's a little something to show my and our gratitude for Philippines' one and only Democracy Icon]

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Pointless Chase

Let me ask you.

Do you remember what the Next Subject is?

Let me ask you.

Who was the root of all of this?

Let me ask you.

Why have you forgotten?

Why have you forsaken?

1,2,3,4, how many are included?

Everything WAS final. Everything WAS done.

The sound once known will never be heard.

Helpless. Pointless. Is that what you think?

Catch Me If You Can.

Why would I even bother.

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Batu-bato sa langit, ang tamaan 'wag magagalit. :)

Sa Kabila ng Bawat Tono

Tatlong taon ang lumipas.

Parang walang progreso.

Pumapalpak, tumatayo, magkakasama pa rin.

Noon ata iyon?

Oo, Noon nga. Hindi na ngayon.

Sa kabila ng bawat tono,

Napansin niyo bang 'di tumutugma?

Sa muli ninyong pagsasama,

may nakapansin ba ng pagkukulang?

Buo na ang kanta, buo na ang lahat.

Sadyang may mga tono lamang na 'di babagay dito.

Pero 'di na bale.

May ibang kanta pa namang magagawa

ang tonong sadyang nawala.

Typer Happy updates v4

I'm not even sure if it's v4 or v3 or what ever version the "typer happy updates" have. Meh. XD but ohwell. And now for some stuffs.

Being totally unproductive

I should be studying right now but I'm being totally unproductive. T^T *is currently experiencing random thoughts attack*

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Ohoho...

Okay, I'm feeling utterly disappointed and stupid right now... XD you know why.? Coz I ALMOST lost a great part of my innocence last night. "OTL

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*rants*

Excavation now in process. x__x

Being sick sickens me...

A random entry about today and some stuffs about the story I'm working on...

New Story Incoming

I guess I was totally attached to this new character I made. XD Thanks a lot, Grendel. lol. I mentioned Levi's  [the character] history in the post before this one so... yeah. xD

Ohhai.!

Just some random update mode coz I haven't updated in three days or so. XD Not that it's a big deal, or anything like that. lol. XD

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Typer-happy Updates v3

Quarantine period ends tomorrow.!!~~ so here I am, doing some random updates.

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Boku wa kangaemashita... OwO;

Okay, I've been thinking...

First of the Month

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Seiyuu Fandom mode is attacking again. OwO;

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I have Major Priority Issues. XD

Tick.. Tock.. Tick.. Tock..

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How Inconvenient the Truth is.

The truth is inconvenient...

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Typer Happy Update v2

The result of total mixed emotions...

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Ohhai.! Again.xD

Oh hello.! err, I just moved in. lol

Silent Words

I'm just really pissed right now. Besides the fact that we are climbing a huge mountain of homeworks, something else isn't going right. Tch.
[reposted from my blogspot]

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Kenichi Suzumura ^^

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"itsumo kikoette ku shiteru. Itsumo kiki no ga shiteru"

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Anata no Koe ga Iroaseyou tomo, Meiyaku no Uta ga sono Mune ni Todokimasu you ni

Blog Title:  Sebastian Michaelis' Character song Title. Yes, Title.

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Things I now know...

Sometimes it just takes time before you actually realize that random stones that are falling from heaven are hitting you...

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Squished and crushed brain

Before I start on with anything, here's a little something I'm gonna add from my Toy Con '09 experience. xD

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L-R --- Ren, Me, Azhrien, Lady Michaelis

This is Team Pinas. XD lol why.? Coz Azhrien and I were supposed to have a Grell vs. Drocell shot but unfortunately we weren't unable to think of a good pose. We ended up posing in front of the posted Philippine Flag in one of the stores there. XD

Apparently the only pose [in the anime] of Grell and Drocell together was when Grell was lying flat down on the floor and Drocell came crashing down on him. Obviously we can't do that there. XD

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[insert witty title here]

Coz there are lots of epicness going on today, I'll make a short entry about random lulzness.

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Seiyuu Birthday Updates

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June 12 and June 13. Birthdays of two very awesome Seiyuus. 8D

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Updaaaates. 8D

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Updates start now...

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The Swine Flew

Coz I am being like this right now...

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another typer-happy update

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+ Kuroshitsuji --> Drocell Cainz

The Puppet Master

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A typer-happy Update

I am starting to reeeeaally hate this whole a(H1N1) virus thing...

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Total Culture Shock

I played that Daily advice game thing in section 3 again today and my advice was...

"Believe in yourself"

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Stay In Shape

Rou to ishi de tsukure, tsukure, tsukure. Rou to ishide tsukure my fair lady

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I've been thinking about it...

[ A repost from my LJ account]

I'm gonna re-post this here coz it's the only entry there that makes sense. XD all other entries are total randomness.

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ohmai look who made a WordPress account.!

forthelulz. Long title. 8D anyway, I won't be posting much here right now and I r making this random post just to lessen the dullness. XD anyway, as I mentioned in my first post in LJ some days ago, I wanna try to make serious blog entries and yes. I don't wanna do it in multiply coz it'll invade inboxes and comments would sometimes be... floody too and I don't wanna do it in DeviantArt coz... again, total invasion of inboxes. lulz.

I made an LJ account days ago and... well... it's just not going right. XD I'll still be keeping the account though, but it won't be updated. That account is just for major fanstalkage. So here I am, now in WordPress although I'm having a bit of a hard time.  Waii. I'll learn. hopefully. XD